hot damn...

I leave for Pasadena tomorrow. 6~7 hours of driving from San Jose to Pasadena, w00t!!

I've been worrying a bit, stressed over loans, parking permits, etc etc etc. Damn, I'm just waiting for school to begin!!!

A GOOD part of me wishes that I applied to Parsons or RISD or jus went to a San Francisco art school. AT LEAST a place with dorms and a decent college life. But really, all this worrying gets nowhere. I'm obligated to move down, I'm obligated to my horrendous student loans, I'm obligated to attend.

I AM gonna miss a lot of my friends, it's funny how I (at the time) was ready to leave them and pursue my dream. Now I wish that I had just a little bit more time with them. It's gonna be a lot harder to make new friends, especially in an environment dominated by older people.


...I hope all this stress pays off. I'm ready to open a can of whoop-ass and fury. It's been fun, I'm ready to begin my 'next' life as an "Art Student"...



Wish me luck! I leave saturday morning, bright and early....(hopefully)....





- m